Cont..to my emotional spirit so low?

He's right, its your pay back for messing with a married man. You need to realize the fact is that relationships ARE NOT based on this mysterious force called love. OOOOoooooo do we wish that was the way it was, but love fundementally doesn't work that way, its simply an EMOTION, and emotions are RAW, and because of this, its job is SIMPLE, its to excite FEELINGS. Now the feelings are the real kickers because there infinite in scoop. That all aside, he will always feel more for her then you. You were fool-hearted to believe it could be any different, I know because, guess what? I'VE BEEN THERE!!! RIGHT SMACK WERE YOUR AT!!! Funny it was a daugther to, but I digress. You guys COULD of been good for each other, but unfornuntely its not the right time. And he has a purpose thats STRONGER then loving you, you understand that, STRONGER, S T R O N G E R, just so you can wrap your head around that, and thats his purpose with this manuplitive wife, and the only woman he well truly love unconditionally in his life, his daughter.... the reality you say could of been the truth, but its not the way he see's it. I don't know all the factors here, but you need to accept the fact is he failed you, fooled you, and in that proved that he isn't right for you. Until you accept that welcome to a slow heck on earth......